|"ohh your posting on livejournal. Is your mood apathetic?"-
||[Jan. 1st, 2009|09:20 pm]
-"funny, very funny." i responded
I always feel strange posting in here now. Because of how infrequently i post. I should post my thoughts here more, but i'm not sure why.
I feel a bit disillusioned and despondent.
I was reading a book in, which the protagonist tries to off himself, but fails.
Then i was on msn and talking to people i never get to see and lamenting about how i miss them and the people i don't talk to anymore. (this often happens to me when i visit myspace and facebook esp).This is especially because of my location, and the fact i work whenever THEY want me to work.
Now i just feel really down.
My boyfriend just hit his head on the wall. I kissed his head, right on the spot for him. He had a curious look on his face, slightly tired look.
The fly in this room is making me nervous.
on the bright side, new cd's and dvd's. horrah for materialism to full the void!